Happy  6th Birthday Malcolm !!!!

Above is another angel wing picture my friend Donna made its is absoloutely beautiful Donna thank you sooo much !!I love it !

I sat up last night and I decorated your memory box it is looking so cool. I had a little cry but I got through the day so well because I know you are celebrating your birthday in heaven. One day we will celebrate a birthday together. I went up to your grave today and it was absoloutely pouring with rain so we couldn't do a balloon release like we planned , but we did up a nice new fence and white gravel chips and a new lantern and lots of nice new stuff the rain was really miserable lol you must have been laughing at us from heaven , watching us trying to put the fence up in the rain covered in muck !! I love and miss you the earth the sky and more its is so scary that 6 years has went by ! Don't think I've forgotten you , every memory is stored and every memory is treasured and I will never forget you my little Mal,even though Daddy and I are not together we both miss you so much ! Wishing you the happiest birthday in the world !! I had a dream about you last night you were aged 6 and you had dark hair and a cheeky smile it was snowing and you were wearing a bauble hat mittens dungarees and wellingtons and tyou were playing with two tiny boys in the snow and I was watching from a plate glass window I knocked on the window but you couldn't hear me so I watched you for a little while but if it was a sign from you and your baby brothers what a lovely one to send me I feel comforted by it I've never had a dream about you or your brothers that didn't end in your death and I've never had a dream where you were the age you were supposed to be. Anyway Malcolm hope you had a lovely birthday hugs and mummy love, from mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx